I feel no feelings;

I don't feel much
I seem to feel very little
I wish I knew what to feel
How to react when someone tells me something

The only thing I do seem to feel is depression
I have to pretend when people tell me exciting news
It doesn't get to me I just feel nothing

I wish some one could pull me out of this
But no one listens
No one really cares

When ever I try to call out for help it doesn't work
I always spurt out a different issue
I just wish I could pour out all of my issues

Someday it will all come out of me
Someday I will finally scream all my issues
Maybe someday someone will see past my fake smile 

-lexi bowsman