a long overdue life updates!


Hello earthlings. By the time this is uploaded, it would have been 3 months since I started college. So many things happened. There are a lot of things I haven't shared with anyone, and there is a lot I want to share. 

General life updates

    Started my foundation in Science 3 months ago. I met new people, have new friends and although college life is hella hard, with these people I just met, and the support of my parents, family and best friends, I might be able to go through anything, Insha Allah.
    Mid-term exam. The time when I realized how I had been wasting my time sleeping and hanging out with my friends too much because I couldn't answer a lot of questions (and might fail some).
    Watched Munafik 2 with my friends and it's amazing how a movie can change your perception of a lot of things so easily. Made me sob, for a lot of reasons. Really recommended!

Personal growth

    Personally, I never felt closer to Allah than how I feel right now. With the new surrounding, my best friends so far away from me and with our different schedules, and me being unable to say anything to my mom so that she won't worry, I literally have no one. Meeting some new people here actually helped me to open my eyes completely that He's there for me. Forever and always. He is the one who's beside me whenever I'm in the "dark place". 
    I'm a professional procrastinator. At least I thought I was until I saw all my assignments unfinished because I convinced myself that I would be able to do everything last minute, just like in secondary school. Now that I see what that does to my mid-term exam, again, my eyes are opened about how much I need to do my work earlier and to actually get it done because without doing the assignments, I can never understand the topic.
    Money management. I had a money crisis a few months back which taught me that I REALLY SHOULD DOCUMENT MY SPENDING. Apparently, I am an impulse shopper.

My September (autumn) playlist

Currently watching    

These are the TV shows I'm currently watching but I'm very behind. I started most of the shows, but I haven't found the time to binge-watch them. I'm currently on episodes 4-6 for each of these shows except for The End of the F***ing World. Verdict: it wasn't as good as how people say it is but it was intriguing. And the soundtrack list is so good!

I'm currently reading:

    Lelaki Kiriman Tuhan - Umie Nadzimah
    My Plain Jane - Cynthia Hand, Brodi Ashton, Jodi Meadows

So that's all for my life updates! I don't know when is the next time I'll have the will to write, let's just hope that my writing block ends here


  1. I love how you describe things. Enjoying my read here. Welcome fo my favourite playlist girl. ^^

    1. aww thank you ❤ I'm glad you enjoy reading here xo

  2. I mean *personal favourite.

  3. I could never do Diet Atkins/Keto. Girl needs rice to live lol

    1. Tru, girl needs rice to live hahaha. I'm never gonna live with that diet lol

  4. Morning..done follow you blog today

  5. I like your Autumn playlist. Especially Youngblood and All The Kids Are Depressed. I love those songs :)

  6. omg. it feels like ages ago when i start going to college. IM OLD! it seems here that you got it under control. I start to gain weight after college to lol.


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